GO TO DMC
Clementine: Joely?
Joel: Yeah Tangerine?
Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh.
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid,
like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her,
"You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
Joel: You're pretty.
Clementine: Joely, don't ever leave me.
Joel: You're pretty... you're pretty... pretty..
[ Sunday, July 5, 2009 ]
11:29 AM
"it's official. it's a 'boy boy'."
so cool that SOME people semi-change their names to fit LT
once, i wanted to be the greatest
guess that's the case with everyone else? dissatisfaction is wrangling out of me, wave after wave after wave man it's like this thing.. is practically oozing out of my pores. thought i was the only one feeling it at this instant, but it seems like my sis kinda feels the same way too (i secretly read her blog hehe BUT if you scold me for this then i know you read my blog. hehe), and everyone else looks like they're coping really well with it.
can't say it's the same for me, i foresee some hairpulling moments in the near future haha.
& chan marshall should be banned from singing sad songs like this, it kinda transports me to those moments where you cling and desperately hang onto the fine tendrils of has-beens and what-ifs. and so, we need the uber cool and irresistably cute LT to lighten the mood and brighten my day! oh gosh why am i speaking like that i think it's my brain trying to embarrass me into sleeping asap.
and sht my last sentence sounds super retarded.
so, peace out and RESPECT (ali g hahaha)
love, the old lady who's keeping a tenuous grasp on reality.
[ Thursday, June 18, 2009 ]
1:37 AM
No You Girls
well there's nick, idling away like what i've been doing all day
hmm havent been blogging for a long time, as usual, but at least it isn't half as long as the unofficial (aren't they always) hiatus last time.
so many things, so little time; life can be quite demanding. or i guess it's man that's demanding. i am sorry to say that i have barely started revision yet, and as can be seen, i really really need the revision, or i'll prob do so badly my scores would be trawling the floor of the percentile chart.
fear not, the trio of conscience, responsibilty and feearr are here to rescue me! at least i felt a little of it ytd to do one topic of math. i'm seriously a star in slackerdom manzz sigh, and i'm not proud of it. when i get my results back, i'll be biting my lips, trying to think of how to break the awful news to my parents.
and it's shameful to announce that one did not study at all, and thus it's quite a miracle that one is able to get this score at all, HA-HA. now you've got my opinion on this matter, dont doubt my contemptuous silence next time, and go find others to amuse yourself with.
gosh i sound so bitter and er sarcastic, sorry again it must be that conscience working on my mind, considering that i've wasted half the day sleeping, another half online, and i'm going out at night later. in short, i've wasted an entire day. sighhhhh
well at least i checked out an album :D and at least i'm meeting you l8r!
[ Monday, June 1, 2009 ]
7:50 AM
Dont Trust Me
A very nice picture of a man who has felt the drunk ecstasy of well... many things, but that depends on how you choose to see it :D
I really admire his sense of adventure, bravery, and passion-the main driving force.
I really admire his team who helped him with sneaking up the twin towers to set up the rigs. Must have been real exciting, hiding from guards, doing something illegal, and knowing that they may get caught at any time.
I really admire his friend jean-louis, who aided him at every step in this 'heist'. How he could have beared to see his friend just an mm away from death on the tightrope, i can't imagine. And yet i can understand it too.
I really admire his gf/wife. For being patient and supportive throughout the months of planning prior to le coop, even though she really didnt want him to do it with all the dangers involved. And for understanding that her bf/husband really had do this, because it's as though he was born to do it.
Its moments like this, with your heart in your mouth, that you've felt like you've truly lived. Its passion like this, that gets one somewhere. Wonder if i have it in me to realise my dreams of being a réalisateur.
haha i hate this post it's so serious.
[ Monday, May 18, 2009 ]
10:41 AM
HER MORNING ELEGANCE :)
kudos to audrey for introducing probably the greatest song i've ever heard in my life. when i set up a cafe or a small coffee shop tucked away in the corner of a quaint town, that song would definitely be playing, along with other chill-out songs. to match the cosy atmosphere that's so personal yet impersonal :D
not sure if i'm even making sense though, i'm just ranting it's 1:45 in the morning, and my brain's screwed from trying to figure out things that i'll probably never be able to, and should never since ignorance of it will seriously benefit me. what i dont know won't kill me :)
but if that's the case i'd rather die a million times over just to know, ignorance will seriously kill me. haha how ironic!
dont wanna think about it now, or ever for that matter. maybe i'd have been happier if things had not even started. then here we go again, back to the same old argument of better to have experienced it even if it has brought pain rather than not to have experienced it at all, which i have to admit i personally quite agree with.
let's leave these serious thoughts for us to ponder alone on rainy days, at a window seat in a crowded bus, staring wistfully outta the window :)
for once i wish i could be the girl in the song.
she goes...
nobody knows.
just to disappear into nothingness amongst the crowd, the nondescript face buying the odd necessity who'll disappear forever after stepping out of the shop-door...
guess i wouldn't be able to feel unhappy. i'm nobody, nothing.
[ Sunday, May 10, 2009 ]
8:52 AM
OVER & OVER (why!!!)
can't believe that i'm the fool again.
Falling Slowly :)
the victory on wednesday was sweet, in that it was the first victory for my team :) but it's just that: sweet. doesn't even feel like i put it in, doesn't feel great :( but no matter, we still have one last chance; tuesday 12 may 2009!
life's been equally sweet too, what with me finally doing my h1 math work, and an exciting sleague match :) though it wasnt as "connard"-inducing as the match at the national stadium hahaha inside joke btw if you dont know dont ask i dont wna tarnish my cool reputation haha. bring me out for more matches!
guys: sa vs mj semi-s at jalan besar, forgot the date but it's on a tuesday (next next tues i think), 430 kickoff. good luck to asyraf, han, and fuqiang aka andrew!
it's the last dash now tuesday would be the day of the reckoning! i dont want this moment to ever end: the inviting prospect of having more time to myself and still having enough to devote some to work, and being able to kick and spend time with yall; both balances each other nicely. SUSHI BUFFET AFTER NATS WHOOHOO!!!!!!
i have a habit of collecting quote-worthy quotes lately ahah here's one for you the negligible reader :D
"moving at the speed of life, we're bound to collide"
haha can you guess whre i got it from? anyone who can guess it will get a drink treat from me! think audrey will get it haha
ps damnit i'll be missing a lesson and consultation cos of the match on tuesday :( :(
pps you see, this is why i hate myself. i'm so bloody contradictory! okay i'll pick 'day and age' over 'sam's town', but nothing, NOTHING at all can beat 'hot fuss'! haha
sigh i'm the most skeptical and act-clever person i have ever known.
ppps ok the pppsss-s getting irritating i know but i just wanted to say that: shaun-the-(self-proclaimed)great agrees that i'm an interesting and (oh my, the horror of it hahahah) cute person! never thought that wld have happened in a million years hahaha
pppps one too many ps, but anh thinks that i can be interesting enough too yay :) no coercion here, i swear!
"do they collide?
i ask, and you smile.
With my feet on the dash, the world doesn't matter.
When you feel embarrassed, then i'll be your pride
When you need directions, then i'll the guide
For all time
For all time. "
[ Sunday, April 19, 2009 ]
10:46 AM
Mirotic
hehe new layout. all thanks to AUDREY! that's the only reason the "audrey is the coolest shizz" is staying in the profile page man, i'm not normally so insane as to allow blatant lies on my blog ;D :P HAH
as usual, i'm too lazy to blog about anything at all that's happening.
Leena has converted. no, not to liverpool (though i secretly am quite a liverpool supporter).
thanks again man, my fellow star of slackerdom, for the bit from eternal sunshine :D
LEENA: "Somebody's boring me - I think it's me."
