GO TO DMC
Clementine: Joely?
Joel: Yeah Tangerine?
Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh.
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid,
like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her,
"You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
Joel: You're pretty.
Clementine: Joely, don't ever leave me.
Joel: You're pretty... you're pretty... pretty..
[ Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ]
8:49 AM
IN MEMORIAM - LES CHORISTES
been reading my past posts, and i got the weird idea that someone reading my first post would think that i call myself "lily", cos of the title "lily dreams on". anw, just to clear that up, i am not lily and do not aspire to be a lily.
they're all song titles, btw.
and man, do i hate blogging! whatever i do in life, i do it for myselon and i certainly do not wish to share it with others. okay i know i sound a tad bit uptight and anti-social here, but i've been really anti-social lately. guess i'm back to the old days of not sharing my music, because it's so beautiful and i'm so selfish i do not want others to be able to revel in its beauty. so why am i still keeping this blog, you, the inquisitive reader asks. i'm not gna answer that one, because i'm being difficult here.
gp was not bad but i JUST HAD to screw it up! counter-argument paragraph was a measly 4 lines, rushed out in the last minute of the one half hour essay paper. and let's not get to comprehension.
there's so many things i wna do, but promos stand in the way. hmm, do you think it's time to do what you do best, leena?
and sometimes its just so hard to reconcile old-school or traditional stuff in the modern world.
another setback today, but i'm not that sad. i've resigned myself to my multitudinous incapabilities. aw audrey dont be sad. though these 5 words would not change your mood in the slightest way, well i'm feeling that too, just not that much? haha it's up to you to get out of this rut, nothing i say will help, so cheer up!
meaningless post full of random rantings. another dose of random-ness for you negligible readers (make of negligible what you want to make of it): i am so very obssessed with the music i'm listening to right now, it's as if i cant survive a moment of my idle life without it.
that's very disturbing, considering how i'm self-sufficient i am (or at least, that's what i hope i am).
/edit it's just so very weird to be a fan of rachmaninoff on facebook. he's dead, and he doesnt belong in this facebook-ed modern world we live in today! another classic example of the difficulty in reconciling olden and modern stuff.
& audrey, dont listen to the sudden of light, i dont think you'll like it. my, how contradictory i am!